| of unicorns and traumatic experiences |
[Monday
July 24th, 2006 at 12:43am] |
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of course we all had our haydays in meeting new people. it was like from our own families, relatives, probably neighbors, and family friends, there came a certain point in our lives when we started to explore the world outside our own backyards. more specifically, meet people of the opposite sex. im sure all of us had a moment in time when we started to take notice of them, having some sort of attraction, which initially we couldn't explain. i watched this episode of family guy when the baby who talked like a 40 year old (whose name i dont remember) started liking this girl from the daycare center. he couldnt really explain what in the world was going on with him, til the dog (of all characters) told him he was falling in love. perhaps a lil too early realistically, but we all encountered that moment i guess.
from where i stand, this started at around summer of 1st year high school. at that time, the cellphone was just starting to click and having a 5110 made you cool as cool can get. i remember getting the number of the first girl i ever met... sweet. hahaha. nothing topped that for awhile, and i was happy. oh well, as time passed i was exposed even more. i got to know alot of people. some good. some bad. some i still talk to upto today. some of them ive lost over time coz of numerous reasons.
but (and this is a very big but) the most elusive, gonna-take-me-100-years-to-catch kind of girl is a *******. my goodness kabayo. always always ALWAYS do things go wrong whenever i try to make something work with one of them. ive always been jinxed when it comes to these girls. and no matter what i did, i couldn't get rid of it. even after N attempts, i always found myself staring to oblivion, wondering what the hell had happened and how it went wrong. its frustrating, which is why it has come to my attention that i really need to stay away from such girls.. branding them my unicorns. magnificent, yet unattainable. impossible to catch.
but now... yeah you've guessed it. and it sucks coz i dont even plan to do anything, yet im still nervous. i run out of things to say. i analyze and re-think the things im about to say. basically, im not myself, period. and its all brought about by these past experiences. they haunt me to the ends of the earth. damn. this isnt good. i have to pull myself together, else il really lose it. but so far so good. let's just keep it steady. i actually dont want anything to do with unicorns anyway.
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[Tuesday
May 30th, 2006 at 10:07pm] |
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is it possible for someone to actually like wallowing in sadness? it sounds weird. but really. pwede ba mangyari yun? the kind of attitude that magnifies whatever bad is happening, intentionally shutting out the fact that there are also good things going for him? i dont think its called pessimism eh. it worse than that. and for someone whose part of those good things going, its disappointing, and more importantly, exhausting. now i know what a parent of a narrow-minded, insensitive, inconsiderate kid (if there is such) feels like. chef.
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[Saturday
May 27th, 2006 at 8:19pm] |
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new layout. :) pretty much the same though. im too lazy to get another override and see how it works. im pretty much happy with how my lj is. all i need to do is adjust some margins, change some colors, and of course the background picture. for those who dont know, thats jenova.. the supposedly mother of sephiroth. haha wala lang. ff7 adik forever. :))
we are all unique -- most of the time this makes the world such a wonderful place to live in. sometimes, it is thought to bring chaos to the world. different trains of thought on different brainwaves lead to too much shit. oh well. fortunately, or unfortuanately, i dont give way when i know im right. fortunately, or unfortunately, regret is a word not in my vocabulary. fashizzo.
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| what is it with girls? |
[Thursday
May 25th, 2006 at 5:48pm] |
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it's strange. a couple of days ago i was in gateway, doing this video for a friend. then the one taking the video mentioned that someone else was coming to meet us. coincidentally, that someone was a girl i sort of had a past with. so when i saw her, there was the casual hello and all. but i was kind of not minding her coz the cam was already rolling and i was next to talk. anyway, after the video, we got ourselves up and left. a couple of minutes later... i received this text from her:
"hey. thank you for helping sa video. oh by the way... i forgot to introduce who i was with. si -insert boy name-, bf ko..."
(note that this happened after we left)
there was this other time. i was walking from building to building in up, then this car suddenly stopped in the middle of the road. the window rolled down, and lo and behold.. it was a promdate (a promdate meaning i was her date in her prom). then she goes, "oi pare! may kilala kang -insert boy name-? kboy siya. boyfriend ko."
what's with girls anyway? my dear. if you have a boyfriend edi thats great. i cant be happier for you. but i really cant imagine any non-pathetic reason for you to be telling that. the only reason i could think of is that you want me to be jealous. or you want me to know that you have a boyfriend, and its not me. you should know na if ever i really wanted to be with you, i wouldve followed through. and why do you go out of your way just to parade him infront of me? doesn't that prove you're insecure? that you're just using your boyfriend as a security blanket? i dont know ha. i just hate girls who are papansin.
like what my friend told me, wouldnt it be better for you to introduce your boyfriend, only when it is necessary to do so? or maybe just shut up and let a past find out you already have a bf? really. when girls do that it kind of gives us guys a hint that you are still into us.. though of course we wouldn't want to blow up our heads too much.
owel. i know probably girls will disagree with this entry. hay. the female mind is a very complicated thing.
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| on being taken forgranted |
[Tuesday
May 2nd, 2006 at 10:53pm] |
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sometimes it makes me wonder why i even bother. yeah, i guess im a pretty good kid naman. i do what im supposed to do. i clean up my own shit. i stick to what i believe is true, and right. i always try my best to live my life in such a way that i can be proud of it when i look back. but like all things, there's a downside to it.
probably the people who "currently" know me best would describe me as being blunt, and rash, and tactless. what "current" people dont know is once upon a time, i wasnt like this. i used to be a hell of a nice guy. not talking crap about anyone.. always trying to avoid getting into trouble with other people. but like what life is, i changed somehow. i changed because i was tired of being put somewhere down the list. i was tired of taking crap from people, and not living the day to let them know what i feel. i was tired of being taken forgranted.
i thought that the best way to deal with this is to just speak my mind. probably by demanding (of course in the healthy sense of the word) from people, i can get whats due me. i learned that if i just hoped gold would fall down my lap if i prayed hard enough, it wont happen. sometimes, when God sees that you can do it yourself, He will let you. we always got to do our end of the deal. i learned that sometimes, its not enough to just sit around absorbing shock from the people around you. i thought that maybe itd be good if people knew what i thought of them. i thought that having a little ass in me would do me some good. coz i sure hell wasnt going anywhere with how i was. thats what i thought anyway. and so now, here i am.
but aint life grand? it didnt work. and it was proven to me twice today. ugh. i've had it.
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| those were the days |
[Saturday
April 22nd, 2006 at 8:07pm] |
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despite thesis semi-breathing down my neck, and some pressure from my summer class, i find myself going through my photobucket. i never realized its been there for quite awhile now. and the pictures "changed".. from being things to just upload, to being memories now. wow. ang dami na palang nangyari. hindi ko namalayan.
we are reasons so unreal.
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| so much for that |
[Friday
April 21st, 2006 at 9:29pm] |
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i realized that after everything, i am still a chinese man. which means i will always be kuripot. but really, if im meant to have something like that, itl come one way or another.
... in your love. my salvation is in your love.
[EDIT] i dont know how to do lj cut anymore! i think its more complicated to do now.
[EDIT] ok na! :)
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| money matters |
[Monday
April 17th, 2006 at 7:32pm] |
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probably majority of the people who know me thinks im some spoiled rich kid who gets what he wants. i dont know really. it might be bs to some but probably the reason why i get what i want when i want it is because i dont want things often. pretty confusing. anyway, to put it simply.. im not a real spender. growing up, i used to get around a few hundred pesos a month.. and they'd go straight to the bank. i didnt see the need to have an allowance because i brought baon to school everyday. that cycle sort of continued throughout my pre-high school days. and so, i have my life savings, which i plan to spend only on my wedding day. right now, all it can buy are my future wife's gown and my suit (im guessing).. which also depends on whoever's gonna sit in power because that money can just diminish in value due to corruption... let's not go there.
however, because of some one time big time deal i struck last year, i now have money to spend. and though its fun to know that i have money, comes the hard part.. letting it go. its so hard to spend money that you've worked slash waited for, for sooo long. but its equally hard to hold back from something you've wanted for so long too. the thing is, i have spent some of that money. but a black ipod nano is something close to irresistable. hay. ah yes, the battle between the makunat and magastos me.
my brother once told me.. "once lang tayo magiging bata. when we grow up, before we decide to spend on ourselves, we have our own families to think about. by the time were done thinking, the money would be safely stashed in our pockets again." he's right. but still..
owel. all this over an ipod. hm.
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| its over. |
[Wednesday
March 29th, 2006 at 9:24pm] |
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march 25: yahoo! its all over. time to relax! im sure i got exempted in 140 so its officially summer for me. wahoo!
now its over. it sucks to know that you're gonna take a finals after all only 2 hours before the finals. its frustrating... and even if i still had time to brush up on everything, i didnt bother. i was too pissed/disheartened. but im sure glad it's over. :) owel it wont be much of a summer though. in a week or two il be starting on my thesis. damn im old! but ok lang though. ive been turned into a geek that the thought of bumming around with nothing to process in my brain doesnt really appeal to me. ive been around geeks too much that now, id prefer doing something productive. damn. im old, and a geek. what could be worse?!
im really glad that i ended the sem right. so much shit has happened this sem, and its good to know that im above those things now. but i have to say... this sem went by pretty fast. its weird coz when i think about things, they feel like a couple of years away. though its scary... a year more and id have to re-adjust myself to whatever will come to me in med. it sucks that just when i find myself pretty comfortable in my present situation, itd be time to move on. i never really had the luxury of staying in one school too long. pre-school, gs, hs, college... everything was/is different. hay. what the future holds bring chills down my spine. i guess il just really have to leave everything up to Him.
yeah.. i do leave everything up to Him. everything in my life... its actually out of my hands. what comes, comes. il do what i think would be right at that exact time i have to make a decision. im sure my moral fiber and unshakable principles will help me through. though smiling is really something i cant help but do.
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[Tuesday
March 14th, 2006 at 11:04pm] |
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if God wants it, He'll let it happen no matter what.
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| i love thursdays. |
[Thursday
March 9th, 2006 at 7:56pm] |
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oh what the skin can do to your mind, to your heart. it's like a gush of wind that shakes your whole being. its confusing, and it really fools you into thinking something is there, when there in fact isnt anything left. im so glad thats over. :)
to surprise someone you truly care for is worth the trouble. i have to say that even though it was a low-quality surprise, and that things didnt go the way i planned them to be, what matters is how much someone would appreciate the effort. i dont know when i became such a "reserved" person, but i think i was able to say what i wanted to say without leaving myself out in the open... again. it's a gooood feeling. :)
yeah. thursdays are gooood. :)
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| the bigger picture |
[Sunday
February 26th, 2006 at 4:54pm] |
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despite all the madness, i still have to thank the 24th for happening. its not everyday (esp a day nearing summer) that classes get unexpectedly suspended for something. i really needed the day off.
how do you know when something is worth it? when you decide to give up on something, what/who tells you that its not worth it anymore? when you fight for something, what/who drives you to keep reaching for it? i dont know. its weird that there will always come a time when a man will step back and take a second look at something. and its just scary to think that we're answering these life-changing questions on our own. i guess its a matter of faith and fate. i just wish there was a safer alternative.. where you really know the value of whatever you are pursuing, or letting go. its a good thing regret is a word not in my vocabulary.
when a man reaches a point where he isnt sure of his future (i.e. facing certain death), his whole life flashes back somehow. he thinks of the things he has done, and hasnt done. his mistakes, regrets, and everything. he then realizes the things that really matter in his life. and it is in this moment that he has a moment of clarity... like he knows exactly what to do given time to do it. what's so wrong about people is that they always think they're going to live another day. this is probably why people are able to do evil.
oh well. maybe its an exaggeration, but hiking for almost 8 hours, not knowing if you'll make it out in one piece, can change a man.. among other things. it shocked me to realize that the whole time i was up there, i could only have one thought lingering on my mind. and it probably means that its one of the most important entities in my life. i shouldnt let it slip away. but sadly, as we go down our own mountains, the world wouldnt have changed with us. its still the same.
more things to worry about. they will never end. one day at a time oughta do it. :)
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| bang bang bang |
[Sunday
January 22nd, 2006 at 10:52pm] |
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hay nako. what could be more irritating than a bunch of losers who want to spoil it for someone who's as rabid a fan as i am?! imagine, while i was in my room getting ready for the most awaited morales-pacquiao rematch, my brilliance of a father comes into my room.
papa: morales in 10! tulog si pacquiao!! wahahaha!!!
me: *covers ears* lalalala.... *pushes dad outside room and locks the door*
papa: *knocks*
me: GOOOOOOO AWAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
papa: *unlocks door with his key* tignan mo text ng tito mo o!
me: hay nako! @#%%^#@ ang mga taong ganyan! they think they're so cool coz they know what happened na. go away!!!!!
papa: hahaha!!! binibiro ka lang!!!! hahaha!!!
what the?! you dont kid something like that!!!!!! hay nako. but i got irritated that the bout did end in the 10th round. hay nako. he and my bro are so alike. i remember not so long ago.
me: *watching rerun of allstar game coz i missed it live*
bro: *comes into room* allstar game? west nanalo. -says score-
me: @#%#&$%$#$@!!!! bat mo sinabi?!?! salamat ha! *pushes bro out of room and locks it*
unfortunately, what my bro said was true. what the hell is wrong with those two?!?! the reason why i watch stuff in my room and purposely close the door is so that i would avoid crap like that. but nooooo... apparently OLD guys cant take a hint. hay. owel. at least manny beat the hell out of morales. im happy. :)
hell week. bring it.
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| randomness |
[Wednesday
January 18th, 2006 at 12:43pm] |
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i believe that work is starting to pile up again.. and of course with this sense of pressure, comes the sense of disappointment when you know you've given something a whole lot of effort, only to come up with mediocrity. but thats the way it is. and although im 3 years in, im still hoping that soon enough il be able to shift into overdrive and surprise myself. but for the meantime, i have to get used to crawling first.
i don't know. i just thought about this, and maybe its my way of creativity. facing facts and scientific terms 24/7 can be really tiring... so im writing down the things that i really want right now. :)
1.) i want to do good in my acads. the feeling i had in high school, when i knew that everything else can go wrong except my grades, i miss that feeling.
2.) i want to be thrilled by a computer game again. i miss the thrill i had trying to finish final fantasy 7, 8, and tactics. the type of thrill that would make me play from the moment i wake up (6am?), to the moment i sleep (2am?).
3.) i want to travel. or to have an outing at least. sadly, US or HK is a long shot this summer, considering that i want to take summer classes and start on my thesis. ah yes, sacrifice is such a word im accustomed to.
4.) i want to be really really good at something.. a sport, or a musical instrument, anything... where people would just stand in awe of my talent. yeah, that would be nice.
5.) i want to have enough money so i can set up my car. i want the whole package.. spoilers, skirts, bumpers, paint, decal, interior, mags... everything. right now all i can afford to spend on is the tint.
6.) i want to make money by doing, making or selling something cool. i always wished i was the sole owner of a huge company, and wake up in the morning, receiving a call from my right hand man, saying that i (or fine, we) made millions while i was sleeping. yeah. malufet.
7.) i want to go hit the gym again. it's been awhile. i miss my sexy beast self. what?! hahahaha!!!!
8.) and lastly, i want to be famous.
now, if only i had the means, time, and enough will power to do these things. owel. there's no harm in trying. :)
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| a little late for a new year entry |
[Wednesday
January 11th, 2006 at 2:53pm] |
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but what the hell. have a new userpic (thanx to japs the greatest web designer ever), and a new layout narin. can someone tell me how to put borders on the entrybox, and heading box (overrides)? it looks better with borders i think. hehe :)
the past few weeks have been crazy.. in a good and bad way.. but im glad im still up on my feet. im glad i think im still making good decisions, and being on top of everything. a little faith lang, and hopefully, everything will settle. whats life without shit right?
venting in LJ is good. whats with butt ugly people who are ksp and rude anyway? dont they realize that being ugly physically, can be remedied by being nice? chef. how tragic it is to be associated to someone like you. let's just hope you dont push the wrong buttons.. il really break your face. some advice pare, yumuko ka nalang. you'll be doing mankind a HUGE favor. woosah.
chef. so much to do. work is starting to pour in again. bahala na!
happy new year!
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| aftermath |
[Friday
December 30th, 2005 at 12:16am] |
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this year was the christmas i decided to give a little effort in giving gifts. why? when i hate shopping so much? well nothing. its just that last christmas i received so much from people i didnt expect to receive a gift from (ergo, i didnt give them anything), that there was a stench of guilt that grew from last year. and although ive known this all the while.. it really is fun to give gifts. much more when the receiver liked what you gave. i just have to train in the art of gift buying.
id like to thank the people who went with me to shopping (but really,it wasnt that hard.. i dont take forever deciding on a gift for ONE person only unlike some people i know PFFT hahaha!), thanks guys! lab you!
owel... just for fun.. id like to list the things i gave and received this year :)
GAVE
a teddy bear
identify the animal and place it in its proper home book
squidward figurine
bag
shirt
sign for our new building
cash (shared gift)
a planner with lots of love and effort in it. :)
RECEIVED
a retanggolo stuff toy -- the best! thanx joey! :)
socks (again) -- my goodness! i should make a things-not-to-give-ruari list na! ...but still grateful!
playing cards with instructions on how to do some tricks
school bag -- that looks like a hiking bag but i love it! thanx samara! :) miss you na.. :(
cash -- as always :)
owel. like what i said its been a good year. it could have been a better christmas, but il take it anyway. im happy! happy new year everyone! :)
before i forget, happy birthday to........
jesse "papa polar bear" lagman! miss you jesseboy!
gilbert "master maniac" peren! arent you proud of your apprentice?!?! :p
and finally, ds "ang galing galing talaga ni ds" salvador! idol! :)
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[Friday
December 23rd, 2005 at 10:57pm] |
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when i decided to cut my mom some slack and accompany her to this wedding, i didnt realize how annoyingly stupid it would turn out to be. of course being with parents its almost always a source of pain when they've passed the menopause period, but really.. i didnt know our family reached an all-time high in the stupid-o-meter. hahaha!
first of all, why wouldnt someone (who has attended dozens of weddings) know that inside a church, there would be a side for the groom's and the bride's family??? oh i know! because that someone, with his dumbass brother, were trying to sit behind/next to some hot chick-potential they wanted to check out and rate. or maybe, its because they are really just THAT oblivious during weddings that theyd just sit near people they know, or where they're supposed to because they are part of the ceremony. chef. what's so embarrassing was that they finally found out they're out of place when the groom's "people" stared blankly at them wondering who they were and what they were doing at their side of the church.
second, why would someone disarrange the seat plan which was carefully studied and planned (probably) by the bride and groom to avoid people getting uncomfortable with seatmates? oh i know! because in that someone's table, there were 3 gay-yayay people who he felt were ready to pounce on him anytime his other straight, non-discriminating seatmates left the table. unfortunately for you, reader, that someone isnt exaggerrating because one of the gay-yayay people smiled at that someone which caused that someone to lose it and desperately find another table he could crash into. chef. hate homosexuals, he does!
third, why would someone (who knows that he is an eligible bachelor) entertain a grandma who thinks that he's a stud muffin, and would not stop inviting him to her house in baguio, even if it meant bringing some friends along??? oh i know! because he is a born turborero and no girl is exempted from being captivated by his overflowing machismo, not even a granny! or maybe, he is JUST THAT FREAKIN' BORED. what's worse with this scenario is that the granny turned out to be the muffin's grandfather's sister. thats refreshing! chef. owel, to forget about this experience, that someone transfers to the presidential table (where he was allowed to be pala because his mom was a principal sponsor), and orders a glass of red wine, white wine, and a shot of vodka which took him the whole night to finish coz he doesnt drink.
fourth, why would someone not know that wine makes you pee like crazy?!?! my goodness. sabayan mo pa ng water, iced tea, and coke. he'd wish he never left the bathroom.
fifth, why would someone's mom leave a wedding reception (where she is a principal sponsor) without finishing the program just so she could go home in time for GMA-7's Jewel in the Palace???? what is the world coming to?! a freakin' tv show for a wedding??? whats so wrong is that she decides to leave at the precise moment the pin-money-on-the-dancing-couple part of the program starts. isnt she supposed to stay at that part because people would be looking at the principal sponsors to pin money first? hay nako. moms (or parents in general) can be sooo bakya -slash- kuripot -slash- oblivious.
owel. ganyan talaga ang buhay. merry christmas everyone! :)
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| we just have to see it unfold |
[Wednesday
December 14th, 2005 at 5:46pm] |
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its funny how things that i think would happen never really get to happen. it's sort of like a reverse ESP thing. where i anticipate something, but the complete opposite happens. like now. i thought that december '05 would be a carbon copy of what december was like last year. i thought itd be another bad end to a long and tiring year. i was wrong. first its not the end. and second, its not bad. :)
ive learned that its not fair to judge people by the way they have handled things in the past. thats why the word "change" was invented. it gives a fresh start for everyone who wishes it, and deserves it. its strange though how things change so fast, and how hard it is to fix the mess that was made. but maybe it is comforting that people are still there, so it makes fixing things a little easier.
ive learned that as people grow older, they get more complicated. the more it is difficult to sit them down and talk to them, coz alot of things are involved already. be it pride, jealousy, or what. if before, things can be solved with a heartfelt letter, now it takes more than that to win back what was lost.. it may even destroy whatever is left. if before, always checking up on someone is the sweetest thing anyone can do for you, now it doesnt mean much anymore. its sad. now i understand why God told man to be child-like.
ive learned that though the world is full of crap, there are still things, people that make it beautiful. they are the ones who will always be there for you. they make the cliche "shoulder to cry on" not so overused. they will always make sure that you're ok. and even if you are, theyd still hang around to make sure you stay that way. ive learned that as naive as it may sound, its still worth to trust people completely. in a movie a guy said, "a man who fears nothing, loves nothing. if you love nothing, what is left there in your life?" yup.
ive learned that forgiveness brings joy to someone you probably wouldnt understand. so if it really isnt a big thing to you, and its worth the trouble, forgive someone. you may not know how much you're helping their lives. like what i say, what matters to me, may not matter to you. and vice versa.
and lastly, ive learned that whatever you do, as long as you think that what you're doing is morally, and ethically right.. even if you're making alot of enemies, even if you're finding disfavor with people you used to consider as friends, even if you start doubting yourself and your decision making skills, God wont leave you. He will make things fall into place, and make things better for you. ergo, you need not worry to much about life. He'll help you out.
ah yes. the '05 is about to end. im happy its been a meaningful year. so meaningful i think a movie can be made out of it. chef. so much has happened. and to think im not even at half of my expected lifespan. umisteady ka lang boy. ganyan talaga ang mundo.
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| its only what you're asking for |
[Saturday
December 3rd, 2005 at 8:04pm] |
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today would be the last day when hope dwindles around my head. after today, it will pack its bags, and leave. and i will still be standing, playing the role i have in this so-called life, with reality staring me at point blank range.
it doesnt matter. whats done is done. theres nothing left to do but wait, and see how it will all play out. though i admit it is more difficult than i thought it would be, leaving to fate whatever hangs in the balance. i really am used to taking matters into my own hands. letting go of something which i dont know if il ever see again is quite frightening, but somehow liberating. coz fact of the matter is, i got tired of taking too much shots. its just that im not sure if i couldve taken a few more, maybe the pot wouldve cracked already. but then again, i know too much is enough. its enough. i just have to repeat that to myself over and over again.
yet, the question still remains. what is the problem? it always seems to end up this way. and i always end up rethinking my decisions, though im sure never to change them again. i always end up wondering what is on the other side of the wall. curiosity will always get the best of me. but it wont be too long before i let it all be... i know it. the first step will always be the hardest anyway.
things to worry about:
NMAT
bio 115 exam
orgs
such a short list that entails more than what they seem. i cant wait for Christmas to come. its not with me yet. i hope it'll come soon enough.
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